April 27, 2010 by glasswillow
On April 8th I had carpal tunnel release surgery on my right (dominant) hand. I’ve never had surgery before so I was very nervous. Thankfully everything went well and I was home, in sweats (and my boy friend’s cashmere sweater), sporting an enormous soft cast soon after the surgery was finished. But I could not knit. Or write in my journal. Or go to work until the 21st when I got the cast OFF.
This is right before they doped me up. I felt ridiculous in that blue hat, and I was afraid of getting doped up. When they wheeled me out afterwards, my mind boggled at the largeness of the cast. The picture below is after the swelling in my hand had gone down.
This next picture is after I’d had the cast on for a week and wasn’t in so much pain. And Kalcifer was helping me do my homework.
Not being able to use my hand was certainly making me reflect upon how lucky I am to have a good one (hopefully it will be even better after it heals). All I could do was lie around and read. So far, I’ve finished a book for school, a book I started months ago, and a book for Bread Loaf (I have also watched the entire Farscape series, which may or may not be something I should be proud of).
After the cast came off…my hand worked. Every single thing that I do hurts, but it works. The doctor told me that the best thing I can do for my hand, is to use it. And so I have. I have been knitting, cleaning, and getting dressed without help. It is amazing…all the every day things that I never noticed before. But now…now I notice everything.
Of course, I had surgery less than a month ago, and the cast only came off 6 days ago so there is much healing to be done. Vitamin E oil is my friend.
After the butterfly bandages fell off, I could see the actual size and shape of the incision. The doc cut my lifeline so as to hide the scar.
Now it is even better! But man does it still hurt. I have started a pair of fingerless gloves to hide the healing scar at work so that patients don’t ask questions. Knitting is not currently my favorite activity because of the way my hand stretches when I hold the needles. Opening doors hurts, holding objects, cooking, cleaning, my work duties, pretty much everything. However, I have not felt any tingling or numbness. I can feel anything I touch and even though it hurts to hold stuff, I haven’t dropped anything randomly. As soon as my body heals underneath, I think that this will be more than worth it. In the meantime, I’ll focus on healing and exercising the hand in question.